Thursday, May 27, 2010

I THOUGHT I HAD IT TOO MUCH

I don’t know sometimes, I had it too much. Blame and arrogant myself for nothing towards someone. I just said who’s cares since I just want the attention for myself. I still kept thinking why I must do such thing. I knew, she didn’t meant to do so, she just got acquainted with humor of the day. I wish I could be like her. Every single day is happy –go-lucky without taking the problems seriously. I ain’t mean nothing by doing so. I just want to deliver some message or lesson that for every help we helping on, we must know that once someone had helped us, we should done so since the virtue of the deed required for the forsaken of God.


Let’s me tell what had occurred until I made the decision to sulk for a while. I just asked her to take a glass of syrup of me but she refused to do so. It’s ok but when her friend asked her to get her some syrup beverages, she walked and got those beverages for her. I ain’t silent and I felt my heart was torn as she did it toward me. I felt and kept thinking I overwhelmed with her since she did not got the water for me. Am I sensitive person? It’s such a simple virtue I asked her to do but she refused to. However, I gone away from her and took the beverages by myself. I felt angry deeply in my heart and I don’t know whether I have to forgive her for a simple mistake or just let the time giving the judgment. I wish , the situation will becoming normal as usual and she and I used to laugh and chill out together for the entire of my life.

(::due of that, I refused to go to Cameron Highland this weekend since she did such thing to me…Is it true what I’m taking right now?::)

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Thursday, May 27, 2010

I THOUGHT I HAD IT TOO MUCH

I don’t know sometimes, I had it too much. Blame and arrogant myself for nothing towards someone. I just said who’s cares since I just want the attention for myself. I still kept thinking why I must do such thing. I knew, she didn’t meant to do so, she just got acquainted with humor of the day. I wish I could be like her. Every single day is happy –go-lucky without taking the problems seriously. I ain’t mean nothing by doing so. I just want to deliver some message or lesson that for every help we helping on, we must know that once someone had helped us, we should done so since the virtue of the deed required for the forsaken of God.


Let’s me tell what had occurred until I made the decision to sulk for a while. I just asked her to take a glass of syrup of me but she refused to do so. It’s ok but when her friend asked her to get her some syrup beverages, she walked and got those beverages for her. I ain’t silent and I felt my heart was torn as she did it toward me. I felt and kept thinking I overwhelmed with her since she did not got the water for me. Am I sensitive person? It’s such a simple virtue I asked her to do but she refused to. However, I gone away from her and took the beverages by myself. I felt angry deeply in my heart and I don’t know whether I have to forgive her for a simple mistake or just let the time giving the judgment. I wish , the situation will becoming normal as usual and she and I used to laugh and chill out together for the entire of my life.

(::due of that, I refused to go to Cameron Highland this weekend since she did such thing to me…Is it true what I’m taking right now?::)

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