I THOUGHT I HAD IT TOO MUCH

I don’t know sometimes, I had it too much. Blame and arrogant myself for nothing towards someone. I just said who’s cares since I just want the attention for myself. I still kept thinking why I must do such thing. I knew, she didn’t meant to do so, she just got acquainted with humor of the day. I wish I could be like her. Every single day is happy –go-lucky without taking the problems seriously. I ain’t mean nothing by doing so. I just want to deliver some message or lesson that for every help we helping on, we must know that once someone had helped us, we should done so since the virtue of the deed required for the forsaken of God.


Let’s me tell what had occurred until I made the decision to sulk for a while. I just asked her to take a glass of syrup of me but she refused to do so. It’s ok but when her friend asked her to get her some syrup beverages, she walked and got those beverages for her. I ain’t silent and I felt my heart was torn as she did it toward me. I felt and kept thinking I overwhelmed with her since she did not got the water for me. Am I sensitive person? It’s such a simple virtue I asked her to do but she refused to. However, I gone away from her and took the beverages by myself. I felt angry deeply in my heart and I don’t know whether I have to forgive her for a simple mistake or just let the time giving the judgment. I wish , the situation will becoming normal as usual and she and I used to laugh and chill out together for the entire of my life.

(::due of that, I refused to go to Cameron Highland this weekend since she did such thing to me…Is it true what I’m taking right now?::)

SENSITIVE SIDE OF MINE

Sometimes, I does not know much about myself. Sometimes, I felt that is it true I’m too sensitive in certain matters. For example, my heart was torn away due to someone else said ‘something’ which I cannot bear it. She said which I cannot stated here whereas she had made me sad and made me want to cry my tear. Even on her eyes, it is merely a simple humour and jokes, but latter, I cannot accept what she had done to me. I don’t know what does it feel actually but I guessed it’s my sensitive side in the bottom of my heart. Right now, I would like to sway with ease since I heard song entitled sway by PCD. I just typing what I felt right now at this moment. I felt the sway waves in my heart parallels with my feeling. We could not be a good person as we want due to humans were borne not so perfect. So do I


“you were someone who you want to be, nothing may deny you from achieve it so you can do it, therefore, please pledge it, grasp it and you’ll lovin’ it”